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[Saturday March 2005|06:15pm] |
Ki ni naru noni kikenai
Oyogitsukarete kimi made mukuchi ni naru
I'm anxious but I can't say anything
I'm tired of swimming, even you've become silent
Aitai noni mienai nami ni osarete
Mata sukoshi tooku naru
I want to see you, but an invisible wave pushes us
Again, just a little more distance
Togirenai you ni keep it going baby
Onaji kimochi janai nara tell me
Muri wa shinai shugi demo
Sukoshi nara shite mite mo ii yo
Try not to stop keep it going baby
If you don't feel the same then tell me
Even if your principle is to not try
It's alright to try a little
I wanna be with you now
Futari de distance chijimete
Ima nara maniau kara
We can start over
Hitotsu ni wa narenai
I wanna be with you now
Let's shorten the distance with the two of us
We can still make it on time
We can start over
We can't be as one
I wanna be with you now
Itsu no hi ka distance mo
Dakishimerareru you ni nareru yo
We can start sooner
Yappari
I wanna be with you I wanna be with you
Someday even this distance
We'll be able to embrace
We can start sooner
After all I wanna be with you
Hito koto de konna ni mo kizutsuku kimi wa
Kodoku wo oshiete kureru
You, who gets hurt with a single word
taught me what loneliness is
Mamorenai toki keep on trying, baby
Yakusoku doori janai kedo trust me
Muri wa shinai shugi demo
Kimi to nara shite mite mo ii yo
When you can't protect me keep on trying baby
It's not as I promised but trust me
My principle is to not try but
I would do it for you
I wanna be with you now
Futari de distance mitsumete
Ima nara maniau kara
We can start over
Kotoba de tsutaetai
I wanna be with you now
Look at our distance with the two of us
We can still make it
We can start over
I want to tell you with words
I wanna be with you now
Sono uchi ni distance mou
Dakishimerareru you ni nareru yo
We should stay together
Yappari I need to be with you
I wanna be with you now
One day, even the distance
I'll be able to embrace
We should stay together
After all, I need to be with you
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[Thursday January 2005|09:11pm] |
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let's talk more
about the tomorrow before us
turn off the television
and look only at me
at this moment i am no longer filled with words... in fact, there are no words at all. i cannot think of anything to say. i'm brimming over with images and music and dreams. that may be much worse since images and music are even more criticized than words. nonetheless i'm filled with them and they somehow are finding it much easier to siphon themselves out. my voice, my thoughts, my words and my hands all seem more pliable. i can write a song in a few moments and develop it into something i actually like. when i write, it makes sense and i like what is there when i'm done writing. my drawing, too, seems to look better. it's as if the world is being born all over again. maybe i can sort out the mess inside me now. i'm secure, i'm assured, there is someone taking care of me. someone looking over me...
just dropping in to say hello.
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[Tuesday November 2004|08:28pm] |
awwwwwwww!!! everyone, just to clarificate, i am not leaving forever! i will still keep this journal, i am not posting in it anymore, though!!!! >_< and i have added oodles of people to my NEW JOURNAL. but if i add you, don't tell someone else what it is. you can leave a comment if you want to be added to the new journal, but i will have to consider it. it is highly unlike i will turn someone down, but i only want my friends who want to read my LJ on the new LJ, k??? i love you all just the same!
so:
if you want to be added to the new journal, just leave a comment. and check your info beforehand because i've probably already added you! :D
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[Tuesday November 2004|06:16pm] |
i liked this journal. i really did. i had fun with it, i loved writing in it and i made several friends through it. but i'm tired and it symbolizes too much pain now. i've been betrayed - i don't know by whom and i don't know why... no, i've been doubly betrayed. i do know one person who did betray me. so you can delete this from your friends list if you'd like and make me the bad guy. you can say that i'm flawed and that i am immature and egotistical. because i am. but i will admit it and i won't say that you're the bad guy. i'm leaving and i have another journal anyway... and i hope that the people i've added to that are trustworthy enough to not distribute its address, since i'd like to reserve the right to know who is reading my journal. screw waiting for my payment to expire - i can't stay here anymore and i can't keep pretending that i'm something i'm not.
さよなら
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[Tuesday November 2004|06:55am] |
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[Monday November 2004|10:50pm] |
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do you ever just look around and feel lucky? not because you know that others have it worse than you, and not because you think you are supposed to, but just a genuine feeling of feeling blessed. today as i was walking to the car i got that feeling. i looked around and i saw the sky, the trees, the grass... and i just felt like the world was my oyster. love in my heart, blessings at my feet, and a horizon that's shining with promise. i just feel... so very very lucky...
"we'll have the lord's bright blessing
in knowing we're together"
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[Sunday November 2004|11:46pm] |
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i just looked over almost all of my old journal entries. from like august 2003 to august 2004. and you know what??? how much i cared for hajime was just plain pathetic and sad. i'm glad i'm over him because it was seriously seriously....................................... SAD. that's all i really wanted to say. try to keep me from getting that sickly obsessed and mindlessly devoted to someone again... k? :-/ and i don't mean that to sound hurtful or anything - i just wish i'd acted more like a grownup.
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[Saturday November 2004|02:23pm] |
 
for some reason I have become fascinated with sailor moon again @_@; lord help me. i've been drawing fanart. and writing fanfiction. this could get seriously ugly. you might wanna watch out. or something. things could get cheesy. things could get intense. things could get mildly lipstick lesbian-ish. >_< ok, scratch that last one. things could get mildly lipstick lesbian-ish. anyway. i wanted to post these fanarts 'cause i like them and i want your comments! :D yay. also, check out my deviantart if you haven't already. i'd appreciate any comments if you have an account. and i'd appreciate the hits (i think i get hits from non users...?) even if you don't.
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[Thursday November 2004|11:31pm] |
hi everyone! anyone remember sailor moon? well i found the most bizarre fansite... ever! :o
just loook... HERE!
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| aidoru ni naritai~ |
[Thursday November 2004|07:49pm] |
i wanna be an international superstar *_ * impossible dream? yes. possibility? next to nothing. but ya know what?!? i'm still gonna go for it. i'm going to study music, theater, and language in college and then i'm gonna propel myself to stardom whether it be in america or japan. i wanna be a superstar aidoru singer like hikki or a superfamous actress. do you think i have a chance at either??? haha maybe not.
does anyone out there think i have star quality? i mean, nigeru wasn't like MINDBLOWINGLY STUNNING, but it was still good enough to at least be a one hit wonder, right? *thoughtful kind of*
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[Thursday November 2004|02:27am] |
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You Are Mashed Potatoes |
Oridnary, comforting, and more than a little predictable
You're the glue that holds everyone together.
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i think i'm getting really bored with this livejournal... and i might make another one. this one is really dedicated to something that i don't wanna be tied to anymore. i am afraid this journal might hurt someone if i let it stay. i think i'll make a new journal and maybe you can find me. OR MAYBE NOT! wooo-ooo-ooo!
i think i'm going to make a new journal and switch over to it permanently once my paid subscription runs out. :-/
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[Thursday November 2004|01:39am] |
i love every moment that i'm breathing. i love the sky when it's raining and when the sun shines. when i look up to the sky, i am often overwhelmed. the clouds reach out endlessly, little wisps or billowing mountains in the sky... sometimes i want to spread my arms out (うでをひろげて) and just start flying... (とびだしたい)
the world is filled with romance.
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[Wednesday November 2004|08:11pm] |
LFO LYRICS
"Summer Girls"
Yeah...I like it when the girls stop by.. In the summer
Do you remember, Do you remember?
...when we met..That summer??
[Chorus]
New Kids On The block,had a bunch of hits
Chinese food makes me sick.
And I think it's fly when girls stop by for the summer,for the summer
I like girls that wear Abercrombie and Fitch,
I'd take her if I had one wish,
But she's been gone since that summer..
Since that summer
[Verse 1]
Hip Hop Marmalade spic And span,
Met you one summer and it all began
Your the best girl that I ever did see,
The great Larry Bird Jersey 33
When you take a sip you buzz like a hornet
Billy Shakespere wrote a whole bunch of sonnets
Call me Willy Whistle cause I can't speak baby
Sumthin in your eyes went and drove me crazy
Now I can't forget you and it makes me mad,
Left one day and never came back
Stayed all summer then went back home,
Macauly Culkin wasn't Home Alone
Fell deep in love,but now we ain't speakin
Michael J Fox was Alex P Keaton
When I met you I said my name was Rich
You look like a girl from Abercrombie and Fitch
[Chorus]
New Kids On The block,had a bunch of hits
Chinese food makes me sick.
And I think it's fly when girls stop by for the summer,for the summer
I like girls that wear Abercrombie and Fitch,
I'd take her if I had one wish,
But she's been gone since that summer..
Since that summer
[Verse 2]
Cherry Pez,cold crush,rock star boogie
Used to hate school so I had to play hookie,
Always been hip to the B-boY Style
Known to act wild and make girls smile,
Love New Edition and the Candy Girl
Remind me of you because you rock my world
You come from Georgia where the peaches grow
They drink lemonade and speak real slow
You love hip hop and rock n roll
Dad took off when you were 4 years old
There was a good man named Paul Revere
I feel much better baby when you're near
You love fun dip and cherry Coke,
I like the way you laugh when I tell a joke
When I met you I said my name was Rich
You look like a girl from Abercrombie and Fitch
[Repeat Chorus]
Bridge In the summertime girls got it goin on,
Shake and wiggle to a hip hop song
Summertime girls are the kind I like,
I'll steal your honey like I stole your bike
[Verse 3]
Bugaloo shrimp and pogo sticks
My mind takes me back there oh so quick
Let you off the hook like my man Mr. Lipit
Think about that summer and I bug,cause I miss it
Like the color purple,macaroni and cheese,
Ruby red slippers and a bunch of trees
Call you up but whats the use
I like Kevin Bacon,but I hate Footloose
Came in the door I said it before,I think I'm over you
but I'm really not sure
When I met you I said my name was Rich
You look like a girl from Abercrombie and Fitch
repeat Chorus
[Bridge]
In the summer girls come and summer girls go
Some are worth while and some are so so,
Summer girls come and summer girls go
Some are worth while and some are so so,
Summertime girls got it goin on
Shake and wiggle to a hip hop song
Summertime girls are the kind I like
I'll steal your honey like I stole your bike
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[Wednesday November 2004|10:52am] |
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i had a really weird dream... first i was a monster from "aaah! real monsters" scaring people with ickus and oblina (but i wasn't krumm and he wasn't there because i didn't care for him very much). then we turned into humans and ickus and i fell in love?? then suddenly we were in my backyard and we bought the house next door and started to move in (there was a whole bunch of other weird stuff, too, that i can't quite remember). then i was talking to ickus and he said he wanted to "spank the monkey" and i wigged out. then i woke up. now i'm thinking about human ickus (who looked like that guy from american pie) asking me to spank the monkey with him. in my dream at least, spank the monkey meant have sex.
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[Monday November 2004|04:32pm] |
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today i went to the real dentist for the first time. by real dentist i mean a dentist who was not a pediatric dentist. i had lots of fun, actually. at first i wasn't having a good time at ALL. they found some cavities, and decided to have them filled today. then the fun began. i got my first taste of nitrous oxide. i got so relaxed - it was insane... and i didn't feel any pain at ALL. the dentist i went to was really really nice...! he listens to country music in the background and sings along with all the songs 'cause he knows all the words. he was super duper nice. i wish i had gone to him sooner! ^_^
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[Sunday November 2004|12:44am] |
"if you've ever looked into the eyes of a racoon trying to steal your picnic lunch... then you know what it's like to talk to howard dean" - 'clinton' from SNL
man, that totally cracked me. the hell. up.
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[Friday November 2004|07:07am] |
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Itsumo sou ja nai anta nayanderu kedo
It isn't always like that, although I worry about you
Datte mou kimatteru kuse ni
But darn... It's already decided
Mada maniau 'n ja nai
Maybe it's not too late
OK! Ima sugu ni demo
Ok! Even if it's just now
OK! Henji suru dake ja nai
Ok! It's not just giving an answer
Kokoro no oku ni aru kimochi
The feelings in my heart
Tsutaenakucha ne
Need to be said, right?
* "Would you marry me? Honey"
"Would you marry me, honey?"
Omedetou wa ima
Congratulations are for now!
Yatto deaeta mahou no kotoba
Finally met - magic words
Totemo sasai na hajimari ga hora
A trivial beginning, but, look!
Totemo ooki na ai ni kawatteku
It's changed into a great love
Tsuyogaru hitomi ya chotto bukiyou na kuchi
Bluffing eyes, kinda clumsy mouths, and everything
Yappa busaiku na nakigao
Again, an awkward crying face
Sore demo anata no
Despite that,
Rin to shita sugata ni
You do things like a friend would
Zutto akogarete iru kara
From always yearning
Nani yori taisetsu na koto wo
The thing more important than any other
Anata wa shitteru ne
You know it... don't you?
Hiroi sekai de deaeta kiseki
Meeting in this vast world is a miracle
Oogesa dakedo unmei da yo ne
Although it's exaggerated, it's fate, isn't it!
Yagate futari ga toshi wo tottemo
Before long, we both have lots of spunk
Kenka no ato wa kisu demo shinasai
After our quarrels, you'd better at least kiss me
Itsuka wa watashi deau ka na
Someday, I'll meet you, right?
Mahou no kotoba ni ah
In magic words...
* "Would you marry me? Honey"
"Would you marry me, honey?"
Omedetou wa ima
Congratulations are for now!
Yatto deaeta mahou no kotoba
Finally met - magic words
Totemo sasai na hajimari ga hora
A trivial beginning, but, look!
Totemo ooki na ai ni kawatteku
It's changed into a great love
corrections are welcome. this is my translation (I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF! :B)
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[Thursday November 2004|06:49pm] |
You are 73% Cancer
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[Thursday November 2004|06:56am] |
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I know I could be mistaken
But my heart is spoken
I cannot redirect my feelings
The waves have parted.
Through mountains high and valleys low
The ocean, through the desert, snow
We'll say goodbye to the friends we know
This is our Exodus '04
Through traffic jams in Tokyo
New music on the radio
We'll say goodbye to the world we know
This is our Exodus '04
I'm listening to a music never ending
My baby, don't you know I'll never let you down?
You've opened me to so many different endings
But baby, I know that you'll always be around
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[Wednesday November 2004|07:31am] |
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but so what?
i'm better off everyday
when i'm standing in the pouring rain
i don't mind!
i think of you, and everything's all right
i used to think i had it good
but now i know that i misunderstood
you would say
i'm better off in everyway
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